I am stretched on a four poster in a boutique hotel. Bound by wrists and ankles. He walks around leisurely tightening the leather cuffs here and there. He peruses me for a bit. Mind you, I am guessing that bit. I am blindfolded so all I am sensing is his presence, his consideration of whether the position I am in is indeed the one he wants me in.
Then tightens the cuffs again. Adjusts me.
Step back.
A luscious pillow is pushed under my arse to expose me even more. Like I need it.
I am already lying there crucified, like a fucking Jesus Christess of kinky domination.
But I am also a bit bored and impatient.
'I may fuck you now', he says in a calm measured tone.
Never underestimate my capacity for casual insolence.
'Oh, well, fuck you. You want to fuck me so you will fuck me anyway'
'Really?'
'Yes, really', I draw my words mockingly.
Silence.
Then I hear the door open and close. He left the room. I smile to myself. 'Oh well, blah blah...'
I rest and chill in my position for a while. I had a hard day at work and this is actually quite comfortable. Like being in a Pilates class.
After some time, I start to wonder where the fuck he is.
Then my nose stars itching. I lazily try to move my hand to relieve it but... fuck, I can't!
That's when it kicks in.
'Don't panic' I say to myself.
Telling yourself that when trussed up like a Christmas turkey is no good, let me tell you.
I start thinking about the moment when 12 hours later the cleaner comes in and I will have to conduct the awkward conversation.
'Errr.. hi, yes, no. I mean, you wouldn't mind giving me a bit of a hand here because, ummm, err, yes, in a bit of a pickle you see...'
'What a massive cunt', I start raging internally.
Then my back starts tingling. Oh this is intolerable!
And when I am at my most vulnerable and close to tears, he comes back.
And fucks me within inch of my life. And I am gracious and grateful and generally amiable.
When he unties me, I slap him hard in the face.
'Do not ever do that again', I say.
But I don't really mean it.
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