Hurt

HURT

What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know, goes away in the end... In my empire of dirt I will let you down and I will make you hurt

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He liked me. He liked me so much straight away that I was seduced by it. By the unconditional accepting of me.

He liked everything about me. My body, my face, my hair, my surreal and shambolic sense of humour, my catchphrases, my strengths and weaknesses.

There was nothing he disliked about me. Nowt.

In fact, he liked me so much, I realised he didn't like himself as much as he liked me.

Being on a pedestal is difficult, you see. It's a very lonely place and the only way is down. 

That's why I ended it.

Her friend, her foe and her lover

Don't you hate when lovers cross boundaries?

When the beauty of pure sexuality starts morphing into something more emotional?

No.

Lovers should remain lovers.

Short and sharp

"Suck my cock"

'No', I say, knowing full well the consequences of that little word.

"I said, suck my cock"

"No!', I say, my head turn defiantly, my mouth watering at the thought.

A slap on my face. Short, sharp.

Back in the room.

As his warm, delicious girth takes my mouth I inhale his aroma. Intoxicating. It's a mixture of Kiehl's musk shower gel and his own smell which is straight out of Suskind's Perfume.

He fucks my mouth holding my head in place.

I relish it and drink every last drop.

"Yes"