Sunday 23 October 2011

The gay POV

Madame (after a glass of wine or two): I never suck cock on the first date. I need to know and like someone to do that. It's the whole intimacy thing
Ben: Oh, I totally understand darling! 
Madame: Really?
Ben: It usually takes me about half an hour to chow down on cock

Two's a company, three's a crowd

So I went to a party last night with my thoroughly fucked back. Fortified by painkillers but still quite dazed. My better half (MBH) is a dirty fucker but languidly possessive when it matters. We chatted to a few people, I wasn't drinking because of my painkiller intake and I was acutely aware of everything. I got chatting to this gorgeous man. Tall, muscular, beautiful, big blue eyes, Irish extraction. We had a passionate exchange on the Palestinian issue for an hour or so. I could see that despite my flat shoes and a loose fitting dress he was checking me out, trying to work out what my body was like under all the layers of comfortable cashmere. For once, you see, I wasn't dressed for fucking. The pain was too intense for me to care.

MBH arrived by my side at one point, being acutely aware that Madame was being amused and distracted. He is never a fan of someone catching my intellectual fancy. While he can comfortably cope with me being a sexual fuck thing to others, the idea of me connecting intellectually with someone riles him. He interrupted and sent me to get him a drink, I followed only because I knew that he needed to do his male ownership thing and I am not foolish enough not to let him have it when it's needed. By the time I came back with a glass of cheap white wine, I knew the gorgeous intellectual (GI) and MBH have closed a deal. "Get your jacket", MBH said curtly.

In the cab, I was sandwiched between the two of them. They were talking cricket, which I hate and don't understand and I fucking hated it. It was MBH's way to unsettle me and make me feel excluded. But I knew why he was doing it. There was no pushback from me. I understood what was happening.

We got home. MBH switched on the lights and the heating. As the boiler hummed into action, I dropped my coat on the sofa and was about to walk over to the kitchen when I had a short and sharp awakening. A grab by the hair. Hand on the throat. Bending me backwards. My back muscles went into a spasm. He knew it would happen. It hurt as fuck. But it held me in one spasmed position.
"So, little fuck thing had a plan of her own, didn't she?"

Trying to work through pain and answering such a grave accusation was a struggle. One that sent a wave of excitement through me ending in a wet, soaking feeling between my legs. I chose not to answer. If he was being a cunt, I would be one too.

"I asked you a question." It was genuinely meant and I genuinely decided to answer with the over-arching thought that my back is killing me.

'Fuck right off", I said with defiant venom.

GI came towards me. I could see him. Tall and gorgeous. He kissed me, his tongue playing with mine gently; such a good kisser; my pussy reacting with juices flowing. I reciprocated so fully he dug his tongue into my mouth, with the pain of my hair being pulled back still firmly in place, my back hurting as fuck. He started stroking me. All along my arched body. Neck, chest, breasts, (a lovely pinch of the nipples), my concave stomach and my hips. He pushed me towards him. I could now feel how hard he was and I strained towards him. MBH's hand was still on my throat and hair but a swift swing of my hips backwards revealed a hard and satisfying bulge in his trousers. I smiled. I knew there were two cocks to to be had. Oh, back pain aside, what a feast.

"Little whore wants her cock, doesn't she?" MBH said gently.

He let go of me and pushed me onto the sofa. I fell and I could see GI walk over and kneel on the sofa. I could feel his cock pulsate  and strain under the denim fabric without touching it. A big boy, I was sure. He opened the flies and here it came out. Beautiful, cut too, at least 8 inch gorgeousness. He slipped it into my mouth. Oh what a joy. He tasted sweet and clean. He was long and smooth, the shaft already slightly open with a salty taste of pre-cum. I knew he must have been hard from just talking to me earlier. MBH was behind me, he lifted my cashmere dress, did not even pull my knickers down. He simply pushed it aside and I could feel his satisfyingly thick length slipping into me. Beautiful thing about long-term relationship trust? He does not use a condom. I felt him deep and warm, right up to my cervix.

He fucked me hard while I was salivating over GI's cock; literally. I was dripping saliva, my eyes  watering because he was so fucking big, he keept deep-throating me and I gagged with pleasure. MBH was loving it of course; the little fuck thing got her comeuppance. And then it ended.

GI suddenly withdrew and so did MBH, I as left over that sofa, so close to an orgasm, with no cock. My knickers were pulled aside, leaving my pussy so exposed and swollen, dripping down my thighs. I couldn't move because my back hurt. But, hello... I could see what was being plotted though.

They switched. MBH's cock, covered in my pussy juice made it into my mouth, while GI's condomed cock (MBH would never ever let anybody bareback his fucktoy) nestled at my pussy lips at first and then pushed in at its punishing length. The joy of double penetration nearly had me come, especially as I could taste myself on MBH's cock, licking it all off greedily. My back was really hurting by then as the painkillers have worn off but it did not matter as I had two cocks to work with. MBH was demanding my attention, penetrating my throat with the tip of his cock and making me gag, while GI was away at it pounding my soaking pussy with his punishing 8 inch length, it nearly hurt. I went further though. One hand on MBH's balls, I can could them contracting in anticipation of his spunk hitting my mouth, and my other at GI's balls, contracting too, massaging the spunk inside to explode inside me. Oh, the joy. They came within seconds of each other. MBH's sperm hitting the back of my throat and GI's cock spasming inside me. I orchestrated my orgasm too. I came seconds before them, delaying for that purpose alone with sheer will power. I do think GI could have go on for longer but my pussy spasming around his cock was too much.

I was lying on the sofa now, knickers aside, tired, with the deliciousness of MBH's salty sperm trickling down my throat. Tired and in pain.

Then I got a glass of water and a couple of pills on an extended hand and I took them like a good girl.

"It's her painkillers and Valium" MBH helpfully explained."She has a slipped disc"

'Oh... I see" I could hear GI say.

"Let's put you to bed little one", MBH said gently. He picked me up as  as whimpered with pain to be put in bed - little used fucktoy. MBH stayed with me for  a while, to ensure I was comfortable. As I was drifting off to sleep, aal rolled up in a comfy ball, I listened to the two of them on about the test match or something.

Oh, the boys... Bless.





Friday 21 October 2011

The Secretary

You know that feeling of being caught in a situation and you are just going with it? If you look back at it, you realise the sheer ridiculousness of it but at the time, it seems fine. This was exactly how I felt being on my knees, picking rice with chopsticks off a floor in a hotel bedroom, and being whipped every time I missed a grain. By a complete stranger. It felt fine.

I was playing at being a secretary and that was part of my training in dealing with Asian businessmen. Who, apparently, can be very forward in the sexual advances they choose to make towards female workmates.


But back to the story. I ask you what kind of man would arrive to a date with a bag full of rice and chopsticks. Well, it would be a city accountant, with a massive secretary fetish. So well versed in the game that I was ordered to arrive with a CV and dressed in a 'fuck me dress' (a picture was attached to the email he sent me prior to the meeting) I decided to disobey both orders. The CV thing was ridiculous. How on earth do you write in a fetish secretary CV anyway.  Fantastic ability to pick mail off the floor with your teeth? The dress he suggested was ghastly, cheap and not secretarial at all. Never understimate my ability to disobey. So I arrived CV-less, wearing a high waisted pencil skirt and a gorgeous minimal black Prada shirt buttoned up to the neck, a sheer Agent Provocateur body suit, stockings and 5 inch Gina heels. And a pair of glasses. If Helmut Lang dressed secretaries, they'd look like me.

I did. When I saw him I was disappointed. A podgy faced accountant. But you know what? I knew that I was ready and I wanted the experience so I just went with it.

He got up.

Mrs Smith? (that was my name)
Yes
Mr Jones (that was his)
Would you like  drink?

And from then on  it went.

He left me at the bar and ordered to join him in 5 minutes. I was furnished with the room number. Fine. I followed.

In the room, I was interviewed. Strictly. To my online profile.
"So, you are fiercely intelligent?"
I cringed. But I replied
"Yes I am"
"Oh well fuck you' I thought.

I could feel him standing behind me, his cock straining at his trousers. I brushed my bottom against it repeatedly, when answering the questions. Oddly, I knew it was an equals' game. He made me recite the rules.

Him: Rule number one Mrs Smith
Me: The brand must be maintaned at all times.
Him: Rule number 6 Mrs Smith
Me: Remain dignified under all provocation.
Him: And are you dignified?
Me: I am trying to be Mr Jones.
Him: Let me see <his hand between my legs>

I am wet, I know it and he knows it. And that's when punishment starts.

Whip lands on my arse. Unforgiving. He leans over me and says 'If any of it gets too much, all you need to say is Harry Potter'

And he whips me, again and again. I get massively turned on by it. I am all fours, dripping wet, each stroke making me more we, longing for him to fuck me.

And back to the original story, he says " And now, you clever clogs... why don't you pick this" and spills the rice grains on the floor. And I am picking the grains off the floor with the chopsticks, and for every one I miss, there is a whip landing on my arse. It hurts. A lot

But fuck me, I am not going to say Harry Potter as my safe word even if I were to be skinned alive.

And in the end he succumbs to me. I get turned on my face, over the bed. He tells me to open the packs of condoms. I do. With my teeth. He starts fucking me. I like it. I can see he is looking at my face. I come hard. And so does he. Spasming and reaching out. Grabbing the sheets.

And then we relax. On the bed, And he is just the little podgy accountant. And I am the girl that just walked in.

'Shit, you are hardcore. I thought I would be whipping you till Christmas before you say the word"
'I fucking hate Harry Potter. I would never say that'

I get off the bed and notice the whip. A fancy suede pink number. I loook at him and say 'What the fuck? A pink whip? Are you gay or something?

And then I leave.


The Sleeping Beauty Fetish

Sleeping Beauty fetish. Never knew about it until I read this film review where a student, in Australia, of all places, decides to go for her 'I was young, I needed money job' and ends up being a sleeping beauty. Made up beautifully, lying on a bed, where men, (for a hefty fee) can do anything they like with her, except the intercourse.

I got immediately turned on. Being touched by strangers while overtly asleep? Fabulous. So, I googled it immediately and skipping the Wikipedia pages about the fetish itself (I mean, it's self explanatory, right?), I got to this little beauty of a porn video.

Why I like it?

She is gorgeous? I mean, wouldn't you? Her arse is perfect, her pussy is beautiful too. Just a pair of perfectly formed orchid lips, ready to take that hard cock. I like the gentleness of it. I like the way she is just a plaything, ready to be taken. Nothing brutal or too nasty. She is being fucked in her dreams.

I am obsessed by how beautiful her body is. Her breasts are just right, full and soft with perfect rosebud dark nipples. She hasn't got that tight arsed porn star look to her. White skin, gorgeously soft. Her arse and waist ratio are perfection. I can imagine myself holding her, hips resting on my hands while I am pushing my cock inside her tight, wet pussy deeply and firmly. And I haven't even got a cock. Oooh, I got carried away.

Anyway, enjoy.


UPDATE: This video has been deleted, I have scoured the web for it in vain as this was definitely my favourite one.

This one isn't too bad, nicely shot if slightly too stylised for my liking. Next best thing, I suppose.